Closer

So this is what we do: we get up...go to work...eat...sleep...and do it all again. And somewhere in the midst of it all we try to live a little. Well, I HAVE LIVED :) That's right...I am officially the proud owner of a brand new washer and dryer! You are probably thinking the same thing J asked "tell me again why a new washer and dryer are so exciting?" WELL, it is my first purchase as an attempted grown up.

Now, let us take a moment to reflect and recognize the fact that I have no real intentions on "growing up"...as a matter of fact I think I am regressing into stages I never went through. This whole having my own money to spend thing is pretty great! Yesterday I bought my new bathroom set, 2 pairs of pj shorts, and the movie Crash (huh...where DID i put it?)! Anyway, today I am going shopping for underwear...cause I can! I don't really have much money, but I like to pretend I do. I really only spent $20 unnecessary dollars yesterday...but it is progress! I normally feel real guilty about spending money and buying myself unnecessary stuff like DVD's...wanna hear my rationalization for why I bought it...this is pretty great:

My rationalization for buying a DVD on sale for $10: Well, I figured to rent it would be $4.32 PLUS spending the gas to get to and from blockbuster PLUS the time it took to and from Blockbuster....SO we have opportunity cost...it just made more sense to buy it :) I know...I am a dork.

I realize I need no rationalization...yet I have to have it. AND can I say that I am in desperate need of approval of my bathroom set...and I am not sure why. I need everyone to tell me it is cute and not childish looking...why? WHY do I need everyone to tell me that...why is my liking it not good enough? These are things I cannot figure out...I need constant approval from all...which makes life difficult being that SOMEONE always fails to approve!

Anyway, I have been more daring with spending money lately...my friendships with K and Roommate plus J has helped me to not be SO ridiculously money conscious. Well, I will try to write again sooner! Until then...I am going to the mall!

OH OH OH!!!!!! I almost forgot....>CLOSER (the title of my post)>>>>>>IT is getting CLOSER!!! What is getting closer you ask? Well...2 things! J...what the heck JASON is coming back the 19th...less than 2 weeks! AND I move into my apartment the 19th! SO SO excited...I will have to update you on that man later :) Everything is great and I am SOO ready for him to come home to me!